your heart sinks like the fucking Titanic when someone you love tells you about how much they love someone else. All you can do is be happy & shit for them, ‘cause you realize that they’re better off with that other person. That fucking blows ..
I’m tired of always getting hurt by someone. I’m tired of being the “back up”. I’m tired of people pretending they care. I’m just tired of everyone. One day i hope i do find that special someone, and i do hope i find myself some real friends, but for now i feel hurt, really hurt, and real friends? I don’t even know if i have any of those. I’m so tired emotionally and physically.
A while ago in my AP Chemistry class, this one annoying kid and my friend were having a weird argument about who was better. The annoying kid said, “Well, at least I have a girlfriend!” to which I responded, “Whatever. Your girlfriend has 67 protons.” In response, the entire class, including the teacher, turned their heads to look at the periodic table on the wall. The element with 67 protons is holmium, with the chemical symbol “Ho.” My teacher was the first to laugh.
Sometimes, when I scroll down and read the posts that people post and reblog, I think to myself. “Damn. I can relate to this.” It’s exactly how I feel and how I think. It amazes me how someone so far away, someone who I’ve never talked to in my life can share the same feelings as me. It’s like they’re reading my mind and putting it into words for me.