I’m tired of always being the one to run back to people. I’m tired of trying so hard to make something work when the other person doesn’t even care if it falls apart. I’m tired of worrying because I never get reassurance. I’m tired of it.
For once in my life, I want someone to give me the effort that I’ve been giving. For once, I want someone else to fight for me, and show me that I’m worth something. For once in my life, I want to feel special.
Just talking to me everyday will do so much. You’ll eventually become my daily routine. I get to learn more about you as I listen to you talk about how your day is, how you’re feeling, and how you really are. Just knowing almost every detail about you will bring me closer to you. It’ll become hard for me to not like you if I admire the person you actually are behind your appearance.